There is a beveled mirror on the top of the organ,
part of an ornate backing that includes fancy scrolls and rolled pillars,
shelves and special places to set old fashioned oil lamps. I imagine my
grandmother, Minnie, as a younger woman, looking into that mirror as she
dusted, tended her children and, maybe, took a quick glance at her image before
company arrived. She had eight children and I’m sure they all gandered at themselves
in the beveled glass as they grew up. I can imagine that my mom smiled in the
mirror many times when she sat at the organ and entertained friends and family
with her remarkable talent. As a child, visiting my grandparents, even I peeked
at myself in the mirror a few times.
My grandmother watched as age settled on her, seeing
her young face wear into wrinkles and tracks of time in the mirror. After she
passed away, the old organ with the mirror was left to my cousin, Albert, who
took it to Nebraska. About ten years ago, he made a trip to Idaho and brought
the organ back to give to my mother, who in turn, gave it to me. When it was
set up once more, my cousin looked into the mirror one last time before he
left. Then my mom saw her image in the beveled glass again and her young face
had become old.
Today I stopped a moment and looked into the
timeless beveled mirror and realized that I was also getting old and now, more
than ever, resembled my mother, who resembled her mother, who resembled her
mother. Our images blended into one.
I wish I could see all the relatives who peeked into
the mirror over the last one hundred years. I wish there was a camera inside
that could have snapped their photos; all the aunts and uncles, cousins, grandparents
and great-grandparents whose faces gazed for a brief moment into the mirror on
the organ.
My children and grandchildren have looked into the mirror, that shiny square of glass that has reflected generations of my family and also the images of their everyday lives. It could tell wonderful stories of the last 100 years of family history if it could only speak.